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The Darkness of Despair
Have you ever thought about your own death, maybe even what your last words would be? Has your darkness ever crept up on you as you...
murphree8
Mar 201 min read


Empathy For You
It seems as if empathy has been under attack lately. “The fundamental weakness of Western civilization is empathy…” said Elon Musk. How...
murphree8
Mar 203 min read


Will I Be At Peace In The End?
Grief, I have seen written and have been told, gets better with time. For those of us that have lost someone dear to us, whether that be...
murphree8
Mar 23 min read


Depression In Real Time
I want to tell you that you are not alone. You are among people who suffer, sometimes daily, often randomly, but always, always there...
murphree8
Feb 278 min read


A Gay Man In Combat Boots
In 1989, I found myself shining boots, getting ready for the DI’s to inspect our beds, foot lockers, and the creases in our BDU’s. They...
murphree8
Feb 234 min read


The Boy That Would Be King
The boy stood from his dinner table, raised his spoon above his head and said, “I want to be a king.” His mother and father looked at...
murphree8
Feb 204 min read


Blown Glass and My Mother’s Ashes
She is there, surrounding me, and I can feel it. Her body, part of it at least, is now held in a glass blown ornament. It’s held in small...
murphree8
Feb 93 min read


Reclaim Agency
We have seen in the past several years an increase in fear, anger, and fanaticism. We have two sides that are seemingly determined to...
murphree8
Jan 268 min read


For Those That Grieve During The Holiday
There are times of the year that the loss of the person, or person’s, that you love will hit a little harder. It will be birthdays,...
murphree8
Dec 24, 20244 min read


Don’t Let Your “I Love Yous” Turn Dusty
When she died, her soul ran away from me. Her last breath came and the angels started to fall downward, trapping me here on earth, unable...
murphree8
Dec 14, 20243 min read


Staring At Walls
I once met an old woman who had a lot of hate inside her. You could see the pain in her eyes and literally feel the sorrow in her heart....
murphree8
Dec 2, 20245 min read


Ninety Years
I will start by saying that the last several years I have come to peace with my dad and my relationship with him. I found forgiveness for...
murphree8
Nov 25, 202414 min read


The Endless Road
One would think I would have mastered grieving by now. The deaths have accumulated over the years so I should have figured out how to...
murphree8
Nov 19, 20244 min read


A Walk In The Woods
I walked in the woods today. The leaves were crumpling below my boots, dead from the change in seasons and recent frost. There were white...
murphree8
Nov 9, 20243 min read


Walk Gently
Time is so desperately short. Now is a time to be mindful. It is a time to breathe and pause. To reflect and understand, and to protect...
murphree8
Nov 8, 20244 min read


A Leap Into The Woods
There is this boy I once knew, he had blond hair with slight curls at the tips, and a pair of dimples that sunk into his face. His second...
murphree8
Nov 3, 20246 min read


Being Alone and Self-Awareness
“I saw ten thousand talkers whose tongues were all broken…” -Bob Dylan It is important to find time with yourself, or maybe I...
murphree8
Oct 28, 202411 min read


In Those Early Years
In those early years, I remember the excitement of dreaming of what was to come and what I would become. It was the dream of occupation,...
murphree8
Oct 7, 20243 min read
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